FIRST UP HUGE HUGS SP!!! That sucks matey but hold in there trust me it gets better. I know it doesnt feel that way but the best thing you can do is take a BIG deep breath adn say to yourself +VEly that it will be alright that your baby is still looking for your next perfect baby and that it isnt time yet but it will be.......

Secondly Belinda lucky you finding one so quickly could have KILLED DP for asking me the first day of our holiday and there wasnt any nice jewellery stores with rings i liked where we were.............

Thirdly welcome Lalla welcome i wish we could have to know you in another thread other then this... But huge hugs for you loss... Everyone is differently with there cycles coming back, mine took 10 weeks for a period then im currently on cycle day 40 having Oed 13days ago and no +ve test yet but not usually for me to have long cycles.... On the d & c if they needed to give you one they would have some people lose it without needing one, unfortunately i didnt but again everyone is different...

Ok so to answer the WHEN AM I TESTING??? DRUM ROLLLLLL LOL im testing Friday morning... Then mum and i are going shopping in Geelong for a ring then DP is meeting me to go shopping in Melb and have the meeting with a jeweller who im hoping will make my dream ring.... Im wanting a thin band that gets a little thinner at the diamond i want it to be princess cut and be a bezel setting (basically incased in the white gold) as i work with kids i dont want to sctratch them and get playdough, paint, sand and goop suck in and around the claw setting one..... So if i dont find one like this then ill get it made which will take another 5 weeks or so BOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!

Well i was sure Af was arriving last night i had niggly pains and really sore back but nothing so i guess i have to wait and see what the day brings and tomorrow and then finally FRIDAY!!!!!!!

HEHE MORE!!!!!!! I was thinking last night that if we are lucky enough to be pg then i could organise our engagement party for when we are ready to tell people and announce it there how good would that be!!!!

OOPS forgot Sharon i saw a line for sure matey...... Are you going to see DR?????

Oh and Bun MASSIVE HUGS!!! Also have you thought to do some relaxation?? I know this might sound silly to you after all you have been through but i felt when i did this and changed my mind to being +ve about the next pg and what i was going through made it that little bit easier iykwim!!!!!