Well, guys, the anxiety is really sinking in now. I need to leave for my appointment in 1 hour 10 mins and I am panicking!!!! It is silly to worry over something you can't change, and I don't even know that there will be anything to worry about, but I can't help it!! Argh!!!!

SP - so glad to hear about how supportive your boss is (of course, I am sorry for her loss, but someone who has been through this understands better than anyone else, and it is esp helpful when it is your boss). I am the same as you - I only tell people who are supportive, but unfortunately, I haven't found that many! Too many people just don't understand or say terrible things. Get this - after my first m/c, my MIL told me that she thinks she had one too, because once her period was late!!! I didn't even know how to respond to this - she really has no idea. The other thing she said was that my body just decided to 'throw them away' and will be ok next time

I can understand your anxiety at going back to the OB's office - I reckon I would be the same if I ever have to go to King Eddies again! I wish you the best of luck, and def have a big glass of wine and a good chill out this afternoon. I will be thinking of you.

Lisa - thanks for popping in, it is always good to see success stories to keep us going! I often read the PAML thread to see how you are all going.