Janeo - that's great that Af is over and you feel like you can now move on with things - best of luck at catching that egg this month!!

Bek - as long as temping is not stressing you out, I reckon it is fine to keep going. After all, it is only a couple of seconds out of your day, and it can tell you soooo much, esp after a m/c when things can be a little unpredictable and different from normal. I think it is great that your angels are looking over your DD

SP - I agree with Bek, you are not saying goodbye to your angel, just commemorating him in some way. A lot of people find this very helpful so I would def say do something, like plant a tree in his memory. It must have been so hard hearing from your OB that it was a boy, and I can understand things are hard atm. Try and remember that although you have been through a terrible time, the OB did only have good news, and the chance of a happy healthy pg next time is very very high. It's just hard to get the negative thoughts out of your head sometimes (I understand that only too well). BTW, I thought I would reply to the other thread here - I live in Atwell, SOR. It would be great being so close to the city!! I feel like we are aaages away and the trip to the city on the bus everyday is a nightmare. Bring on the train!

Well, after being all happy before, now I am sad again! I just went to Medicare to claim back $ from the RE appointments, and the guy says 'this is for IVF isn't it?'. I don't know why, but this upset me, I was surrounded by people, he was flashing the account about which said 'Fertility Specialists', and I don't know, I just felt upset. I simply said 'No'. Just because the RE works out of a fert cliinic doesn't mean I am on IVF - heaps of people go to fert clinics for all sorts of reasons, not necessarily IVF, and the description on the invoice was 'Attendance on a professional', no procedures or anything, the idiot. Anyway, I don't know why this upset me, but I guess it just did.

Hi everyone else, I hope you all have a great weekend.