SP it is really hard to say the good bye i am yet to plant the beautiful rose i brought for my baby and it has been 12 weeks since i found out (only a few weeks since we brought it), but always know that this beautiful baby will always be your first baby even though you never meet him and never touch him he will always be yours... Having a tree or plant to look at and know this is your little way to have a place to go and grieve and think of your angel then thats ok its not final, its not goodbye its your special place and we all need that special place i think Andrew and I are going to plant ours this weekend we havnt found the time to do it or the right weather.. Our beautiful rose will go beside our front door so each day i get home i can say hello to my angel, i am also going to get a small angel statue to go underneath it.....

I too thought my angel was a boy and refer to him occasional as my boy, i think its nice to think about him as a him iykwim...

Thanks girls for all your GREAT support i really appreciate it...