hi everyone.

Sally - welcome and sorry that you have had to go through this experience.... all the ladies here know only too well what you are going through and it is so totally normal to be feeling the way you do! thinking back to the time straight after my m/c - its hard for me to believe where I am now... straight after I just didn't think i would survive it again!!! but I have - and every day i feel better (well, most days - some days you have a down day).. i guess all these ramblings I am doing are just to say that although the now really really - well, its unbearable... i promise things get better. Look after you and your partner!

Rhichichi - yep, been catching up a plenty on the bd action.. its been great haha - and I guess you just never know

Charm - i know what you mean about seeing so many babies and preg people around. after my 2nd m/c i was quite bitter with all the preg people or people with babies and little ones.. but this time around i seem to have lost that (well, for now anyway). I know how tough this time is and just wanted to send you a hug

Hannah - good to hear you got some relaxing in with DH - lovely!

coco - Hi!! its amazing how many questions pop up at a time like this I was also told that you are most fertile after a m/c (natural or d&c) and also straight after going off the pill... but.. im not sure?? after I went off the pill i fell preg the first month, which was great.. but after my m/c it took another 4 horrific cycles.. and then with the last m/c i am up to cycle 2... so fingers are crossed it happens quicker this time around. good luck in any case my dear - sending lots of baby dust your way

meh - i can't help overly with the thrush in the 2ww question as I am just not sure.. i am very prone to thrush and uti's - in fact, i often get one or the other after every af - that is if i dont' take accidophilus (sp?) tablets every day.... but i hope that it is a good sign for you - sending you lots of baby dust too!

Jen - DH and I are taking a bit of a break on the "intense" ttc iykwim.. we had decided to not worry about charting or anything like that for the first couple of months that we are ttc again ---> so that is just off my CM. I used to temp/chart and i did try using opk's but it seemed that the ones i bought were duds.. because i didn't ever get a + but ended up pregnant

so... I had the "egg white" cm friday, saturday and sunday.. on sunday it was getting a bit more watery (sorry if tmi) - dh and I bd'ed sunday afternoon as it was the only chance we could get... so hoping we might be in with a small chance. oh well, what will be will be is my motto this month.

sorry if i missed anyone. thinking of you all