WOW.......
I must just take a few min and say that ive spend the last day just sitting back and reading the stories and then reading the support that is given from everyone and again i have to say that this is AWSOME!!!!!!
Thank you all for the lovely welcomes i really feel like i can relax and be myself and not wory about putting up a front all the time. Im now at the stage that all my friends are starting families and here i am being aunty to them all and never mother,so in that way i find myself having to pretend to be happy and never let them see that it kills me. IT JUST BECOMES TOO MUCH AFTER A WHILE..........

Here comes another question for you ladies,what do i do if my husband (who is very loving and supportive) is not really wanting to try again. I have approched him and asked him and he has responded that as much as he loves me and as much as he wants to have that baby he doesnt want to have to look at my face and see the pain when things go wrong AGAIN!!!!! How do i try and let him know that as much as it hurts to lose a baby it kills me even more not being able to have one. I just feel that he too has suffered a loss as much as i have and i really wouldnt want to try if his whole heart isnt in it. Does that sound stupid?????????

I have to add that no matter what has happened to you ladies i just think that everyone of you are really wonderful and dont realise how strong you really are, i speak for myself but i just feel that one day if that baby ever comes i think that i will be able to be a better mother because for what i have experienced. I will NEVER take that precious being for granted as some out there.

Wishing all those ladies that are trying the best of luck and i believe that you deserve to have your hopes and dreams come true and they will