Bun - Congrates hon. Please try and stay positive, it really helps. I used to (and still do most days) lay quiet for 20 mins and just imagine bub growing perfectly. I found this really helps. Also if work gets too much just take some time off. I used to be in a very stressful job and it can really play havoc with your mental state during pregnancy. You have been through so much and you (like all the other ladies here) deserve ta happy and healthy pregnancy. Sorry for the lecture hon. Hugs and remember to try and enjoy.