GATE CRASHER ALERT!!!!!!

better get in here and start my wagon rolling again.
Bun- my levels were low but i was 6 week pg, it doesnt matter in the early stages so the doc I saw told me. Ive got my fingers and everyting crossed for you.
Im coming in here cause, well Jed and I just lost out twins early this week. Willo and Sunni weren't planned but still, doesnt make it easier really does it. We are looking at TTC in October and in the mean time, I would really love to get in tune with my body - eg when I ov etc and try to get pass these feelings of guilt I have of thinking about TTC by october (if that makes sence).
How have you guys delt with the situations you have been in?
thanks
xxmaz