Thank you everyone for the warm welcomes. It's good to be able to talk to people that have had similar experiences as i have no one else to talk to. None of my friends or family know exactly what it feels like they can only imagine.
AF hasn't returned. I've never been regular even when i was on the pill. I go back my gyno at the end of the month which will be be my check up 6 weeks after d&c.

Dutchy- i know how u feel my DP tried to be supportive but like urs has no idea. He says i'm here if u wanna talk but he doesn't understand or know what to say. But i gotta give him points for trying.