Hi everyone,

I had my BT yesterday. I had to wait ages and burst in to tears on the nurse. She asked too many questions...she did this once before while I was having hormone testing done. Probably not her fault really though as the hormones really kicked in yesterday and I felt like crying half the day. I sat at my desk and had to hold off the tears at work several times and cried as soon as I got home, for no particular reason. My workmate didn't make it easy on me, I didn't tell her where I was going, I just said I have to pop out for a little while, I'll be back soon. She was cranky as when I returned an hour later. She's had heaps of doctors appointments (not to mention some job interviews) during work time so she should know better. I only have 4 more days to work with her so I'm sure I can survive that, after that I will have a temp until they recruit someone new. I get my results tonight after work. I am so hoping for a nice number. Not sure when I will get back on to post the results as we have DstepD for the weekend and DF doesn't like me online when she's about, but I will try to squeeze in a little time if I can. I'm hoping for a nice high number.

Kiwigirl - I'm glad to see you appear to be feeling a little stronger now - that's how I read your post anyway. Trust me I've had plenty of moment when I've given up - and to be honest I had completely given up 3 weeks ago - I thought my chances of ever having a child were zero - and look what's happened just 3 weeks later. You really never do know what's around the corner, that's something I've learned in life. My life has always been a bit days of our livesish - full of drama - but I have learned to expect the unexpected.

Georgi - sorry about your loss. My AF returned to normal pretty much straight away after all my losses, except since March this year my cycles have been a little shorter (but that could be my age as I'm an old chook).

Annabelle - that $300 bill must've hurt!!!

Claireabel - I remember you. Glad to see things are going nicely. I've never got myself out of this thread. I had another false start a few months ago and almost got out of here, here's hoping that this one's a sticker and I can move on fully to PAML instead of just dipping my toe in over there.

Hi Penny nice of you to pop in.

LizJessie - nice to see you. I've been wondering where you've been hiding.

Anyway, I'd better get going. My precious pup is hovering over my keyboard licking my fingers, I think that means she needs some attention.