Sending lots and lots of hugs and love your way, Belinda. You're not rambling, nor are you being selfish. You are grieving. And you are healing. And you have friends here who will listen and empathise with how you are feeling. I hope that the follow up with your ob/gyn on Friday will provide some answers and support. I'll be thinking of you. Wishing we didn't have to go through such unhappiness and pain.

I head off to Hong Kong two days after school finishes, returning January 4. Once the school reports, portfolios, etc have gone out, then I think I'll be able to get excited about the trip.:neutral: I am sooooo tired at the moment. Goodnight!!