oh, Belinda, Iam realy really sorry that you are feeling so low at the moment. If you need to cry though you need to let the tears come- as others have mentioned this is your way of dealing with your loss. Has af returned since your m/c (I'm assuming not since it was only 3 wks ago)? Maybe once it does you will feel more hopeful. Unfortunately we all know what you are going through & after a long time TTC it can be an almighty blow to lose a bubba. I still have tears & low days about my m/c in August but then I think I need to be positive so my body is able to nuture another little bubba. LisaL is a big believer in positive thoughts & energy & look where that has got her- UTD!
Allow yourself to grieve & when you are feeling stronger you will be more hopeful & will get that BFP you so deserve. Ina few years you will look back on this time & realise how much stronger it has made you!
Mako, same to you - be strong over the next few weeks facing you DH friend & little one -maybe being around a bubba willl rub off some good vibes to you- here's hoping.
Chin up everyone & I hope we are hearing more good news from Tanya this afternoon - GO TEAM BLUE!!