Hello my lovelies....

Well i've had a few days of good and bad....

The GOOD was that on Sunday night my best friend, her partner and 3 kids came to stay with me for the night, and on Monday morning headed into the city for the day, with the Robbie concert at night and stayed in a hotel, leaving the kids with me until lunchtime today. The kids are DD12, DS9 and DD.......3 MONTHS....woohoo....i haven't seen her since the end of October and she has grown so much. It was nice that my friend trusted me enough to have the baby for a full 27 hours, but it was soooo much fun. I loved every second of it. And it was good to have the other two as well, as they helped out while i was getting dinner, etc. It's like DH and I played happy families for a few days....hehehehe

The BAD news......DH's Grandfather died on Sunday afternoon. He was 97, so he's done pretty well, but still, it's sad none the less. DH has already buried his pop (and grandmother) and was with him until he died and he found that so hard to deal with that he couldn't bare to see his grandfather this time round. All the rest of his family (except his brother who is fighting fires in NE Vic) along with all his cousins and aunties and uncles were all with him when he died and i'm just hoping that DH doesn't regret not going up to be with him too. It's really starting to worry me. We've got to go to the funeral on Thursday and i don't know what to expect. The only other time i've seen him cry is when we had our m/c or if we're talking about our angel and it absolutely tore my heart out.....i think this is going to be harder because it won't be 'just us' there....it will be a hell of a lot of people, and i don't want to come accross as being heartless because i'm trying to be strong for him, to support him, because if i wasn't strong for him he would totally fall apart and i couldn't bare to see that happen....

I'm sorry, i'm just rambling, but i'm so confused. Thanks for reading girls, i know i can depend on you to just let me ramble and get things off my chest.....

I'll pop back later, or tomorrow to catch up on everyone....thanks again...xxxxxxxxxxx