Hi girls,

Thank you all so much for your support. It means a lot to me. The funeral is tomorrow morning, so it's going to be a very hard day.

Mummyto1 - I actually said that to DH about his Grandfather picking out our bubba for us, and also that our angel now has someone to look after him/her....mind you, that got the tears flowing for both of us....

Bun - I know how it feels with the should I/shoudn't I in regards to food and drink. Well, all i can say to you is this.....DH and I have been TTC for coming up to 5 years and i have missed out on so much including Birthdays, Christmases, New Years, Parties, functions etc, etc, coz i always thought....I'd better not drink, or eat that, i might be PG. To date, the only time i did have a few drinks was the christmas a few weeks before i found out i was pg with my angel (but looking at dates i would have only just conceived a few days before so it wouldn't have been effected anyway). I know it's hard thing to know what to do, coz you don't want to risk harming your baby jik, but i believe that as all of us are actively TTC, we know pretty much at 4 weeks that we are pg, and before that time, there really is no harm that could be done to the baby via food and drink. I might be wrong in saying that, but going from experience, all i can say is don't forget to live you life, or you will miss out on so much concentrating on the 'what ifs'....Enjoy yourself bun...i think we all deserve it...xxxx

Thanks again ladies, and if you don't hear back from me today, then i'll be back either late tomorrow night or Friday....xxxx