Oh Kez, i'm hoping and praying that everything is fine. I'm sure it is. Fingers crossed hun, and i'm thinking of you...

Bun - Go for it love....i wouldn't binge drink either, but 3 or 4 won't hurt! Have fun..xxx

Well girls, the funeral was tough. DH was asked to be a pall bearer (sp???) and i think that was the hardest bit for me during the service coz i could see how hard he was trying to stop himself from completely loosing it. The burial was also really hard too, but all it all, it was a really lovely service. The only thing that really peeved me off was his parents who only spoke to me the entire day when they arrived at the church and i went and said hello and gave them a cuddle (we haven't seen them for two months). Even at the church when we were all walking out with the coffin, (with DH carrying it) i was by myself and was walking up to my IL's to walk out with them, and my MIL grabbed the had of DH's wife instead of mine and walked out with her....how bad did i feel...i already don't feel a part of their family, and i think that clinched it....anyway...i don't need that crap...so screw them...okay, i'll pop back tomorrow when my mood is better...

Oh...Lisa..thanks babe. Got it!!!!!