Morning Girls,

Well it has been an eventful couple of nights.

Rick has again changed his mind on TTC, I want us both to be on the same committent level (as im sure you can understand), which we obviously arnt at atm, we have now (i say we but i ment i) put a hold on ttc, im planning on going back on the pill, and bring in the use of condomns, just to make sure, Rick says he doesnt want kids now for a year. again its the finacial reason.
Its fustrated the hell out of me, aswell as put me on another emotional rollercoaster, cos i get yes one min and then a no the next. The last thing i want is to fall pg and him no wanting it iykwim.

I so desperately want our own bubs, but im not willing to do it on my own, but i dont know if i can wait iykwim, i said we would start ttc at the end of this yr beg of next yr so that way by the time we have bubs its been a yr, iykwim, but now thats on hold to...
and im finding it hard to cope with, not knowing when he will be ready.

Just when i got the all clear too.........

So its unfortunate girls but i will be parting ways with you in this thread and all over ttc threads, i dont think its fair on myself or the other girls to participate on the ttc threads when im no longer actively ttcing. And the fact that I just dont know when and if we will ttc again.

But dont worry im not leaving BellyBelly, and i wont stop stalking all your progresses. I'll be around and never far away......
Take care everyone, loads of love hugs and baby dust to you all
You have all helped me tremendously, cope with life and ttc, i never would have thought i would have coped with a few issues but you have all held me up, thankyou. xxoo

this is just a see you around wave, followed by a bugger it lol