Hi Ladies

Trac - congratulations hun! Your friend must be jealous in some way to make such hurful comments.

Angelbabies - who was it that said 40 was the new 30? Your not over until its over. My Grandmother had my Dad at age 45 in the middle of the second world war and her three other children were 24, 18 and 16 respectively. You have still got plenty of time!

Magda - how are you going?

I have been feeling pretty flat. I havent really been feeling pregnant at all. No sore BBs, no nausea etc so I rang the midwife and they are now doing bloods to see if my hormone levels are going up ok. I wont know until Monday so I guess I am going to feel flat until then. I thought when I fell pregnant again I would feel so happy but all I feel is apprehension and I am so worried that I dont feel pregnant this time. I am going for a job interview on Monday for a job that is being developed for me and I keep thinking I will only take it if this baby doesnt stick and I hate myself for even thinking this way. I keep thinking maybe its womens intuition that I dont feel positive but I am hoping against all hope that I am just being negative and that everything will be ok.

Anyway, I better go. DD has tonisilitis so just wants cuddles (which is a really good thing for me!).

Hope you are all ok and that April sees lots of BFPs!!!!