Jen- :hugs: I read your post with a lump in my throat. It is so familiar to me, and I expect to all of us here. Dont worry about the pregnt lady who you 'complained' about. If she has been through a loss herself, I am sure that she will understand how you are feeling right now and will not hold it against you. For me, going back to work was hard at first, and a struggle not to burst into tears, but it does get easier. Gradually, work will be a distraction and the questions and comments from the kids will stop. IKWYM about half- listening to people- when I first went back to work in January, I did some things that I couldnt remember doing a week later! Remember to be KIND to yourself, and dont expect too much from yourself right now. As someone said a few posts ago, now is the time to be selfish. Take care, I hope that things get easier soon.

plc1805- Deal! AF is due on Weds, so I'll crack open a bottle of cyber wine then.

TM- I'm sorry that AF has reared her ugly head. GL for April

JMG- Yay!! I'm not sure whether we can say congrats on your BFP yet??? It sounds as though it is just around the corner though!