I am sorry to hear about your fil. I know what you are going through because I went through it with both of my grandparents not that long ago. Nothing anyone can say will help but we are thinking of you.

I was a bit down yesterday. I don't know if it was because I convinced myself that I am not pregnant this month or if it was that I generally always get emotional just before my af. Af is actually due today if my cycle was going to be on time but because it is a month after miscarriage Ithink it is going to be late which means I just get to keep wondering for a few more days.