Hi All - hope your days are good.

Luna - glad to hear you had a better day. It gets rough at times and it is so easy for the grief to consume you. I understand this feeling, and unfortunately all we can do is ride the wave. The one thing I have learnt is to ask for help when I need it, and this is not something that comes naturally to me.

Well, I am guessing that I should O in about 4 days but I have just realised that I have had no CM to prove this. In the past I would start getting clear fertility CM in the days leading up to O. My naturopath thought that I might not have Oed last month as there was no high temp rise (but FF did mark CD15 as O). I am worried I might not O again...and that would be pretty depressing. Fingers crossed some signs start happening. I plan to keep TTCing anyway. Tomorrow is my birthday so surely I deserve to O just as a present.

Off to SIDS support group tonight - called Hope and Healing. I am a bit nervous. More so about possibly hearing of others grief and it bringing up mine more. I have been doing really well the last couple of weeks (with some sad moments but not too prolonged) so I don't want to bring myself down again. I am sure it will be useful but am still nervous.