Hi - I'm sorry but I feel like no one understands me better than you ladies.

Firstly - af arrived this morn after my boobs and a few other signs had been telling me I was pg since 7dpo. Ok, I could deal with that - then MIL sent me a picture sms of DH's cousins baby who was born today. Ok I'm happy for them but it's a good idea to play down the whole baby thing with someone who is having fertility issues. I thought she would have known better and I know she wouldn't mean to hurt me but I'm now pi**ed off so poor DH is going to have to go through it all with me when he gets home. A friend from school recently had a bub and her Mum was so tactful when she spoke to my Mum, it really makes a difference.

Then to top it off gardening has been my therapy through the whole ttc/m'c thing and someone has stolen 3 pots out of my front garden this afternoon. I have little pots scattered through my garden and they took the pink frangipani and two azaleas! Bas**ards! I can't believe it. There was a delivery slip under the door from a courier - I know you can point the finger without proof but those pots have been there for a good 12 months so is it just a coincidence that my pots disappear the one day that they call and no one is home!

I am trying to be calm as I know it will catch up with them (karma is a beautiful thing) but GGGGRRR!!!!

On a lighter note I have decided that we only have one more cycle before I start clomid so I think a nice OS holiday will be a good idea. We both have time off in 3 weeks and were just going to drive up to QLD but bugger it - we'll splurge and go to Singapore or something. Orchids are my absolute fav so I've always wanted to go to Singapore - plus we might get a flight in the big huge new Singapore Airlines A380.

I'm so sorry but as I said I really feel like majority of the few people in this world who understand what I am going through are in here. Thank you XX

P.S The Oyster Bay Sav Blanc I'm drinking at the moment does make me feel a little better too, he he he.