Banx..... I am so glad to hear from you and congratulate you on getting to the 12 week mark.

Brockstar...... Your greiving girl..... Everything is going to be or feel different. It feels different in the morning when you wake up, it feels different in the middle of the day when you stare blankly out to nothing.... mentally miles away....... EVERYTHING is different..... All I can say Brockstar is TIME......One day at a time, dont push yourself, dont try and do it at someone elses pace, you take your time and do it your way. I lost my angels New Years Eve and New Years Day. I was an absolute mess and now..... the fog has lifted, each day is brighter than the previous one. ONE DAY AT A TIME.

Hoping....... fingers are crossed for you.

As for CM..... NO CLUE.....my little programe I use insists I am now at my most fertile stage.... My CM says I m not, my temp hasnt dropped and the last pee stick said that I wasnt "o"........ NO CLUE IN THE WORLD..... so to play safe..... its been BD BD BD and tonight it will be BD..... keeps a smile on hubby s face