Salt I'm glad that your mum is doing well. And your Dad must be doing ok too, seeing as they are letting him come home? I wish them a smooth recovery. I'm sorry to hear that you got AF on the day of the op. I really think you will fall pg soon, at a happier time, and it will be.
Rachael I hope this is your month too. Each month, I expect you to fall pg, I guess because it was so quick for you the first time. But if its not, don't beat yourself up over it. I am sure it will happen, and soon.
Britkane Congratulations!! Wishing a healthy sticky bub for you
Leyla :hugs: I am so sorry that you're having a rough time. I've read that some of the girls buy some jewellery or plant something or do something nice to commemorate their EDD in a positive way. I don't know if you think that would work for you. But it is important to remember that you are not a failure for not conceiving yet. Just cos it hasn't happened yet doesn't mean it won't. These are thoughts I battle with everyday too.
Belinda Wow, 41 days of AF! Makes my bleeding seem like a walk in the park! That sounds aweful. I hope you get some answers tomorrow.

In the last 2 weeks, I've had 2 ERPCs (which is apparently a D&C with a handyvac), and spent longer in hospital with more antibiotics than I could ever wish for.

The good news is that they tested & retested the results of each ERPC, and none of them showed any signs of molar pg.

The bad news is that the docs have no idea why my HCG was so high & rising. One doc called me to say that stuff had grown back, like some kind of terminator baby, in between ERPCs. But really, I think she missed bits the first time round.

3 weeks on I am still bleeding. On Sunday, I got dizzy, puffed & collapsed after going grocery shopping. I tried to explain to the GP that I pass out every Sunday after lunch, but she tested me and found I am now anemic.

Had a scan today, and the good news is that I don't need another ERPC (thank f*&k). I but I still have some more bleeding coming my way. I wish this m/c would just end!

Overall, I think DH & I are coping pretty well. For me it feels easier the second time round. I feel like I need to be strong because who knows how many more m/cs I'll have to go through before we have a child. But I feel strong enough to take it.

Sometimes I get a bit sad though. Like today, as I walked to the hospital, I was remembering walking away from the hospital not so long ago. DH & I were terrified but over the moon, cos we'd just been told we were expecting twins. It was all I could do to not just bawl on the pavement.

Also I really really miss the BDing! Its been soooooo looooong! Its been a long time between drinks too. I finish my antibiotics tomorrow and am going on a major bender.