I didn't test this morning, I decided to wait until tomorrow at 12dpo. But I'm a bit stressed, I have had AF type cramps all morning, now I have started spotting. Sorry TMI, at first it was pink CM on my undies but then red blood when I wiped. Probably more than I thought implantation would be but I guess it can vary. AF is not due til Sunday (5 days away). it is implantation at 11dpo and not some kind of early loss?!?

Welcome Jen and Prayingandhoping - I'm so sorry for your losses. It really is a tough journey, thankyou for sharing with all of us. I had an inkling that my last pregnancy was not going to work out, something just didn't feel right. But I still told everyone and then mc a week later. Funny how noone ever mentioned it again nor asked how I was. It really is difficult for people to understand how frustrating this is. I was then terrified to start TTC again, I was worried that there was something wrong with me and that I had somehow killed my own baby. But then everyone on here has been so supportive and great and eventually I had the courage to start TTC again. What I eventually realised is that not every egg can be 100% perfect and not every sperm can be 100% perfect. We just have to try to be patient and wait for 2 perfect ones to get together at the right time. I'm sure a beautiful and healthy baby is coming your way very soon.


Tina - I had pulling pains in lower pelvis from around 2dpo, even a kinda sore pubic bone and I am sure I conceived this cycle (just not sure if its implanted properly yet). I think it is a good sign!

Bettyboop - Congrats on the weight loss but not good that its caused by stress. I have had 5 ops before (on my kidneys) and I know they are scary but at least you should get some kind of an answer out of it. It might actually be really positive. Keep your chin up, that its going to be good news for you.