dear hopingandpraying:
im so so sorry to hear about your story...i felt a connection with you as my story is very similar. I fell pg for the first time in Oct, and lost the bub in Dec. had the D&C and then 2 days later, DH's sister announced she was pg. SO, she is 2 weeks behind where i would have been. Im finding it so hard to be happy for her. All i think about when i think of her or talk to her is, 'thats 2 weeks less than me, i should have been at this stage too". the fear, jealousy etc is perfectly normal, you almost feel robbed.
Hoping and praying, i really hope and pray for you that it gets easier. i cant tell you that the pain will ever go away, but i can tell you it will get easier.
DH and i decided to start trying straight away. Had first AF after about 6 weeks. am on cycle 2, and have all fingers and toes crossed.!!!
just do whatever feels right for you, dont let anyone tell you how to get through this...all the best...hope you are pg again soon