My goodness - I've been away for a week and am struggling to catch up on what I've missed. Some good cyber cake which I'm a tad disappointed about.... naughty me splurged on some 'real life' cake on more than one occasion though over the past week

Danielsgirl, Natty & seenabeena - welcome. I hope you all find good support in here and that you get your BFP's real soon.

Angelbabies - reading back through some of the posts from the last week - you always have the words of wisdom!! Thank you!!

DH and I had an ok break - DH was sick for first 2 days so that was a little disappointing but nothing either of us could do about it. The resort was full of pg woman and couples with young bubs and kids. Booked myself into a day spa and two very pg women walked in after me. Felt so deflated!!! Had to try & tell myself that they've been sent there to pass on 'pg vibes' to me. Still feel a tad depressed and wished I had sourced an 'adults only' boutique style resort - only that's no guarantee that there won't be any pg women there. Wasn't quite the recharge that I had hoped. Did some good shopping etc but emotionally I don't feel any better off Temp has been a little weird, have had inconsistent waking times but I am def in tww - somewhere. If af not here in 10 days & temp still up I might test.

Sorry such a depressing post but I needed to vent and no one understands like you guys.

Tomorrow will be a better day