TTC after Miscarriage or Loss ~ September 07 #2

[satya]

Hi everyone

I'm just filling in some time waiting for my ex to turn up to remove his belongings from my house. It's a little nervewracking. His mother and my parents will be here as well so hopefully things will stay calm. His daughter will also be here so we can all say goodbye to her. I'm crying just thinking about having to do that.

I've decided I'm going to try to keep my house. I figure without having to pay his child support, his car loan, his petrol, his cigarettes and all the other odd stuff he used to spend money on out of our joint funds, I just might be able to do it.... at least it's worth a try. I bought the house while we were together but really I thought we'd be together forever (was hoping so anyway) so I wasn't too worried about if I could afford it on my own. I guess I'll find out.

[Wowzer]

Sayta money for you now!!!!!

[zionsmom]

Wow I have been gone forever it seems like! So much to catch up on but I am at work so it won't be easy. First of all...

Satya~ I wish I could say something to make it better I can't believe all that you are going through! I am truly sorry and am thinking of you daily, you are an incredibly strong, intelligent woman. I am proud of you for taking care of yourself because that is what matters.

Dawnee~ I am so glad you have the opportunity to go on this probably much need trip! I am jealous its going to be soooooo fun for sure!!

I can't touch on everybody but my heart goes out to ALL who have been feeling down lately I am in that circle with you girls.

My trip to Chicago was a great one! Before I left I called my doctor and she told me to wait a bit before trying to kick start my period. So on vacation I was relaxing and stress free and my period came Aug. 29. I was excited (surprisingly) It lasted 7 days exactly. Then my husband calls me to tell me that good friends of ours is pregnant! I am so happy for them but I was a little sad it wasn't me as well. I now have 2 friends that are pregnant one is 16 weeks one is like 8 weeks or so. Plus my due date is next month. I am starting to feel more at peace but its hard. Yesterday I saw my preggo friend (one of them) we were at a football game and everytime i see her its oh my belly this my belly that and she ALWAYS says so you guys still trying??? Then My MIL turns around and says Oh are you late on your period? Then other friends of ours turned around and said you guys are trying? Are you pregnant yet? I got bombarded!!! I finally said LOOK we are NOT trying right now, I just want to have fun and yada yada I don't know if I want more kids so Please stop asking me because it just makes me want to NOT try ever! OK obviously none of that is true but I just thought if I said that they would not ask me anything next time I see them! Then I went home bawling, plus all the Halloween stuff is coming out I am so sad. ( I was due on Halloween) SORRY FOR THE SELFISH POST really sorry.

[cheekyfrog]

Zionsmum, what a lot of pressure! I would have been a mess too. No one asks me, in my family, when I'm having kids. I think they've decided that I'm not having them because a) I'm nearly 40 and b) not living in a conventional 24/7 relationship. Glad your Chicago vacation was a good one! And that AF arrived without having to be kickstarted. Fingers crossed that you get a BFP soon.

Satya, sounds like you'll have oodles of money to spend on yourself now. A friend of mine said she was able to afford to save so much more once she'd left her husband.

Starrysky, glad you had fun at the show! lol. Are you getting another car?

Beaksie, sorry AF arrived for you. Hope AF stays away this cycle.

LizJessie, good luck on the job hunt! And I'm glad that you were able to reach a compromise with your DF. Although I know how much you'd like to start trying right now!

Wowser, good luck with catching the egg this cycle - it's good to have some idea when O is likely!

How are you going, Mammal?

Leila, I'm not sure, but I tend to get the thick Clag glue cm after I've O'd. Are you testing witih OPKs. It my first cycle post D&C I went through heaps of OPKs but I was able to pinpoint O and then knew when to expect AF. Which was good because it wasn't until 6 weeks after D&C that I O'd. Hugs for you.

Pash, sending you some special hugs too. I couldn't begin to imagine how stressful everything's been for you. I'm praying that you don't have to have a hysterectomy. Hope things turn around for you soon. They will get better. They must!

As for me, back to CD1. Was hoping to be pregnant and past the first trimester by my November 6 edd. I'll settle for getting a BFP though! And my ongoing saga of insanely itchy legs seems to be at an end. Woohoo for Polaramine!