plc--Thanks again, and sorry for mixing you up with AJC! I woke up at 3 and had to pee so bad, but wanted to save it till I got up to POAS. So I slept terrible from 3-5 till I finally couldn't hold it anymore and had to get up. I must say, I really think I kinda went into shock or something--I just really thought it would be positive, KWIM? Of course you do, everyone here does--which is why it's so comforting here with all of you!

Thanks to everyone--don't know what I would do without you all!