NaeNae - Hang in there bud, I will be for you for the week. But if it doesnt work out I have strong hopes that you will get there soon. Other people have had numerous MC's but got there in the end - you will too.
I think that is an excellent idea to do some investigations as painful as it will be at least you may get some answers.
But I really with all my heart hope that beanie sticks.
Thinking of you honey xoxo

All the best
Much love me