Beata, My mum suggested that I go to a few SANDS meetings but I just don't know. I think I like to babble here so I can hind my face a bit better hehe.
That's horrible about one of the girls there, everything about pregnancy is just so unpredictable, isn't it? There are no garantee's. Gosh I'm going to be packing myself next time around I think! I must say I do admire all the preg mumma's here, they seems so calm mostly!
I hope you're all good to go in June as well... Think nice calm, plush, squishy, 5 star hotel womb thoughts (get it? womb? room? Aaahaha. yeeeah, i wonder about my sanity aswell sometimes, don't worry! hehe) Only 54 days to go! Not that I'm counting...

Aah, Chez, sometimes the OH are worse than us I think! DF had a bit of an internal battle with himself when we started TTC again. One minute he wanted to wait for all tests results to be back, next he wanted to just go for it and see what happened and then he demanded medical attention at any site of blood that appear in the wrong time frame of my cycle. I think he was stuck between making sure I was ok, making sure what happened never happened again, and then his instincts for being a dad and wanting a bub were taking over as well, poor bugger.
After we lost Jayvan we disappeared for a few days after chrissy, it was wonderful. Despite the circumstances. It was great to get away and into our own headspace without any outsiders iykwim. I hope you guys have fun together

Hi to everyone else! I will come back later and do more perssies. My head is a bit fuzzy lately and I'm very unmotivated atm! (hence procrastination!) Weddings plans are stll going full steam ahead. I now have half a celebrant (waiting for her to get back to me!) a place for a ceremony (an old heritage listed homestead out in the middle of nowhere, so pretty! A work friend of mine knows the owners so its the right price too) and a florist (my cousin, who informed me that I am jumping the gun a bit with organising flowers now. Oops!). I was saying to mum the other day I don't know why people get so stressed out over organising weddings, so far everything has been so frikken easy with getting everything on the right date. But I was told I'd be swallowing my words two weeks prior. Oh well, a girl can dream of a stress free wedding, right ?
Bring on the long weekend, I hope everyone has a nice relaxing easter xx