barbara -
I am so so sorry - i know how you feel getting it, as that was me last month. And no doubt this month as my body just seems so screwed up at the moment. I'm not sure if mine will come on the 25th as "normal" (and i say that lightly) or the
5th when it actually decided to come!
I am sending you loads of hugs all the way from Aust and really want to make sure that although this is huge for you that you don't give up hope!
xxxx
(i am trying to get those damn symbols up but their computer is giving me issues!!!! )