I walked into the office this morning, one of the girls in my team said "how are you" and I burst into tears. I've been pretty stressed at work but also the fact that August starts today is a bit all too much.

My AF this cycle is really weird - TMI coming up....



... it's usually bright red but this one started brown, turned dark red and now back to browny-red. I wonder if my "plugging" did that. Or maybe it's just my state of mind.

Welcome Paula. I'm very sorry that you've had to join us but I'm glad we can offer you support in a situation you never should have to face. Take your time to think about TTC but don't wait too long. I've gone from wanting to get pregnancy right now to be super scared and thinking that maybe I'm not meant to have a living baby.

I love all the additional tickers in here. Go you good mammas!

Sue, don't be scared. We're all behind you :-)