Hi All,

Back again - I've been off having, well I can only call it a complete emotional breakdown. Its strange how you can feel like you are getting somewhere then BOOM out of the blue it hits. Its taken close to 4 months to realise that my Alex has really gone forever. I think there was a small part of my brain hoping that somehow this would all be fixed and one morning I would wake up and have him with us at home.

I'm having flashbacks and dreams now. I think it was all a little blurry but now some of the terrifying parts about Alex's birth and death, have really come to the forefront. Has anyone else experienced this?

So much has happened with you guys. Congrats to Rozzie and Hammi. It certainly gives me hope to see that you guys have done it. Glad everyone else is travelling well.

Goodluck Sue - Hope all goes well for you.

Danek