Dee, our posts must have crossed over. It sounds like you've had such a rough time of it. Especially to have gone through all the hassle of IVF as well. It must have been so hard to get through those 4hours but you did. I always say to my DS that only very special families get chosen to make Angels and it sometimes helps us get through those times when you just can't understand WHY? There is no real answer but you obvioulsy loved your daughter very much and I have absolutely no doubt that she knows this and is watching over you and DH as we speak.

Take care of yourself
xox