Thanks to you all for your welcome.

hgirs, dd0207, Tildy, Berry1 and MrsRobbo - your words and kind thoughts bring me comfort so thank you for taking the time to respond to me.

I am really struggling at the moment as Zachary would have been 5 months old on Christmas Eve. Also, after not conceiving again - it is all so disappointing. I thought we might at least have some good news to end 2008 with but it is not to be.

hgirs - all the best of wishes for your scan

beata70 - I am sorry for your loss. Good luck for your operation and all the best of success for a speedy recovery.

dd0207 - for your test tomorrow. I will be praying for you for a BFP!!! Thank you for your kind words and I hyope I can offer as much to you and all the other girls.

Tildy - yes it has been difficult especially since we only had 1 week and 2 days to go as they were going to induce me at 38 weeks.We had so many plans and this result was certainly not what we expected at all. We had just got Zachary's room finished on the Sunday and we were all set to go. I still have days when I feel like I am trying to wake up from a nightmare.

I am in tears just thinking about my little boy and the Christmas we were meant to share and now can't.

I hope you all get the results you want (and deserve) in 2009.

Theresa xx