Hi you beautiful girls,

Gosh I missed you all, can't believe I was made to go on a holiday without the internet !!!! Holiday was good, I must say, but now I'm freaking out about my operation next week ( help !!!!!! ).

I've just been catching up on all your activity.....

Theresa, congrats hun on your engagement, I'm so excited for you !!! Yeepee ! Now we're both engaged, although I have been engaged for almost 2 years ( not in a hurry either,the whole wedding planning is stressing me out a bit ). I hope your're feeling more positive now, and that you get your miracle soon. You so deserve all the happiness in the world.

Jo, I'm so happy you've made it to week 24 !!! That is such a milestone. I hope it's a smooth road from here on. I just love the picture of your beautiful girl, she's just precious.

Jo76, I'm sorry you've been having such a hard time..I hope it gets better soon.. can't believe that girlfriend of your brother's though, I would just slap her ! All of my DF sisters and SIL's smoked during their pregnancies, and when I pointed out to them the harm they were inflicting on their babies, they just laughed at me...helloooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 WTF .

Sue, fantastic news on your scan ! Yey !! It must have been very exciting buying all the baby stuff, I never got to do it with Joshua, but for my next baby I will start buying straight away, no matter what outcome it may be. I feel I missed out there....

Lan, how are you going hun ? When do you ovulate next ????? Waiting and praying for a big fat BFP soon !!!!!

Paula, how's your charting going ? I had goosebumps reading about the song 'Angel' that came on. I think Charlie was definitely there with you. I believe in signs like that, I often ask Joshua to let me know he's around.

Tildy, good luck for your next scan hun, I hope all goes well . I think the swooshing in your belly is your little Kebab doing acrobatics....

Diana, I so hope you get your BFP soon hun. Fingers and toes crossed. I also didn't realise you've lost your beautiful mum, and I am so sorry. I think by having Sebastian burried with your mum was so touching, they'll always be together until you all meet again. It must be so comforting..I also had goosebumps about the butterflies...

Laney, I hope all is well with your bub, sending you huge hugs xxx

Cindee, congrats on your baby girl

Dee81, I'm so sorry that you've lost your little Lacey. Good luck with TTC and I hope you get an earth baby soon. Many tons of baby dust to you !!!

Helen, here's to the very long, nice cervix !!! Yeepee !!!

Rozzie, congrats on your scan hun, please don't go anywhere, we love you here !

Megan, good luck with TTC, hope you get your miracle soon.

Teagz_88, I'm so sorry for your loss. When I lost Joshua my placenta had to be removed manually, and then about a week later I had a huge bleed ( huge egg size clots, sorry TMI ). AF came 4 weeks later, and I've been having regular AF since.
I hope you get a BFP soon hun, all the best to you.

Phew, I hope I covered everybody ! If I've forgotten somebody or got my messages mixed up, I'm so sorry, my head is still spinning from being away from you all for so long !!!

Love and hugs to all.

Beata xxx