Sweetie, you are not horrible. PERIOD. It's natural to envy and feel the green monster coming out when someone announces their pregnancy (apart, of course, from all of our lovelies here who we can't wait to get their BFP!!!!). It's hard hearing of others getting preggo (with no apparent effort and not having any probs with their pregnancies) when all you can think of is TTC a bub (and you're still not pregnant). Don't worry, when you're UTD you will not feel this way. Big hugs sweets