Hi all,

Wow, things have moved fast in here since my last post!

Cindee - CONGRATULATIONS that is fantastic news, here's hoping for a smooth journey!

Lan - I am glad you are on the right track to getting that BFP, I hope it happens swiftly for you.

Sue - I am sorry....

Danek - Sleep, I agree with you. After I lost Cooper I couldn't sleep at all, and it does make it REALLY hard. We also gave our dog away the day I went into labour (bad day!) and I find whenever something traumatic comes up I seem to always dream about him, I believe it is so strongly linked with all the trauma of that day. I only dreamt of him last night I will tell you all why in a minute.....

Paula - Ethan is an amazing brother, Charlie is so lucky to have him watch out for her in that little star cradle and to look after you guys.

Rozzie - I am glad you had a peaceful day on Edward's EDD. You made me laugh about the Jasmine Tea!

Tildy - I hope all settles down for you, I had really heavy bleeding with Cooper at 7 weeks and they couldn't find any reason at all, very frustrating!

Katiegirl - Are you on a countdown? I am!!

Hi to anyone else if I have forgotten!

Well, yesterday I had the fright of my life............We have 6 foot picket fences that I have always considered a bit of a fortress. Well my DH and FIL were doing some plumbing work on the weekend and DH was in and out of the front gate, which we have a latch on. Yesterday MIL left DS on bottom steps playing with pegs, came up to me washing dishes, FIL brought mail in, walked up stairs handed mail over said Where is DS, we said on sitting on step, he walked back down stairs, no DS. Quick scan around the yard (this was all in a matter of about 2mins). My heart started to race, when we heard a horn BEEEPP!!!! Ran for the gate realised the lock was off, 3 of us run outside to see a lady carrying my DS across to us! She was shaking and said she nearly ran over him. I couldn't believe what had just happened, still can't. The thought of him being taken away from me is too much to think about, it has really shaken me up. Hence why I think the dreaming of our dog last night was significant yet again. I guess my warning to others is, never for a moment think you are a paranoid mother!! Check, check and check again to make sure your or anyone else's kids are safe. Right now I feel like the most blessed person in the world to have my DS.

I just needed to get that out, sorry!