hi girls!
well, i have now got my 2nd AF. And the good news is that it has come around the same time as last month which is a good thing going forward for my body but at the same time it sucks as it is hard to think about the fact if Madison was alive i would'nt be having it right now! I am alot more prepared this time around, esp due to having no answers and so are writing dates and lengths and all sorts of things down, probably because i want to have as much info as possible to give to whoever i see. I have ben fnding myself very emotional these last few days. Dan spoke to the DH of girl who came into to work with her preg belly (the one who had her first loss same time as me) and i completely ignored by going on a break in the backroom cos i did'nt want to deal with the belly. Well, the DH said to dan that she had said i did'nt seem all there when she saw me (i was trying to fight back tears) and Dan told me he had told her DH about losing Madison but he had'nt told her as they were already so nervous and that would upset her too much. So her Dh was fine and understanding but she will still think i am a freak!
Laney - When i re-read my "i'm so happy your here!" post to you i cringed a bit and hope that you know i meant being here for support!!!! The girls are so so wonderful over here that i think you will gain as much from them as i have! And, about the shots -the OB i saw at Monash last week said that it was a possiblity next time around and that is why i have to see the professor Ob as he will let me know what path to look at. My body is'nt good with meds, i can get headspins of a panadol at times and really try to avoid things like that at all! But i am willing to work with anything at this stage -i honestly don't think i could cope with another loss. My heart is so fragile now. This happening twice is my worst nightmare came true.
mrs robbo - you are living a good life and so you should! You have been a big of a jetsetter lately! How did it feel going back to work? I hope you had a easy break in day!
syan - nausea is exciting for you...your little bubs is growing away in there! eat where you can - i find when i am preg that i am not much of a eater at night either for some reason and i have a HUGE appetite always! we always feel we have to compensate tho!
hammi -i am going to ask too - how is the buyer () going? My parents move down near us next week and i am so excited to have them close again! They planned the move after we did and they only moved to stay close to us so it has been a big deal leaving their house of 17 years!
tildy -hope you are going ok! I'll have my arms around you in a cyber hug for the next few weeks!
katie - getting closer.................
hi to cindee, rozzie, hgirs, lanie - hope your all ok!!!!!
take care! x jo