Quick note from me...

I've been to the doc's. Baby, cervix, everything look fine. There is no explanation for the bleeding or the pain (she saw no hematoma or placental abruption, and since I bleed every 1.5 - 2.5 weeks it can't be breakthrough bleeding), neither of which has stopped, and it's been a week now. So I'm glad that everything looks fine at the moment, but I cannot relax and stop worrying. She just said that I should take Cyklo-F (a medicine to lessen bleeding) and call again if the bleeding becomes heavy again.

Beiron's EDD is coming up in a week and a half, as well as the anniversary week of losing him coming up 3 weeks from now. So the next month or so is going to be very, very tough with all this nonsense going on.

I'm feeling VERY ill all of a sudden the last couple days, so I can't stick around and write more now. I'm going to keep myself in bed and try to rest up.