Why can't I just go back to February and make everything okay again? I don't WANT to be in this thread, I don't want to be TTC, I just want my baby! I don't want to be awake at this time of morning for no reason... 
I should be up feeding a little chubby baby...
Hi ladies
ChrisW - after I read your story about the wasp stings while mowing and knew that you were ok, you had me ROFL about you yelling at your DH and him not realising it was an emergency! Sometimes they can be a little slow... my DH runs at every bang or yelp from me so I know I have to be careful otherwise he worries too much.
Teni - happy belated birthday and sorry for your BFN hun. And I understand where you are at completely missing your baby and feeling the way you do. I see babies in prams that the age that Ryan should be ATM and I get a sinking feeling in my heart. It's just so damn unfair!
Crumpet - I am sorry that your DH is sad right now. I think the 3D scan is a great idea but that seems like forever away to wait until then. I hope some of Dory's suggestions might help out. Maybe he is just catching up with the grieving as seeing you pg is reminding him of the hope that you felt when you were pg with Gus? I hope he feels better soon.
Gigi - love your Dr joke! And congrats on the new hair do. I did the same thing before we fell pg with Ryan and then spent months trying to grow it back for our wedding. I have been getting about 3 inches chopped off mine each week, so it is now about shoulder length rather than shoulder blade length. I had thought about going to bob on Saturday as well but I know DH prefers me with long hair so I am sneaking up on it! I am pleased that you are back TTC again and I have my fingers and toes crossed for you in your TWW. So sad to hear about your friend's phantom pg. Again, it so damn unfair!
SuzieQ - I had chicken pox at 22 so I know how you feel. I couldn't sleep for about 3 days in the end, so I got up about 2am and cleaned my whole house top to bottom until I collapsed in exhaustion. Then I slept for about 14 hours straight. I hope that doesn't happen to you! And yay for moving back to Perth - that's where my inlaws are I really like it there.
Dory - hi, hope you are doing well and your fur baby's op went well. They are so important and rely on us so much for their needs. I hope he/she is recovering beautifully and you are spoiling him/her rotten!
Hi to Angelic, lemonade, CharlieB, cmeglles, Powelly and everyone else.
AFM, I have kind of been in hiding waiting for this cycle to finish. I am CD33 today and am pretty sure that the clomid has thrown my body completely out of whack. I thought I was getting AF last weekend but still she hasn't arrived. I have occasional cramps/twinges but not even spotting as yet. I am having another b/t tomorrow so I guess I will know more then. My FS told me last week that she is going to be away from the end of this week until mid July. She is going to a big IVF conference in Rome apparently so there is no chance of us starting IVF any time soon until she gets back. All of the other decent FS in town are all going to the conference as well so not even the chance of a referral or locum. I actually feel pretty good about that so we will just keep doing b/t and monitor things while she is away. So DH and I have booked a weekend away in Sydney next month as a treat for us and a kind of birthday gift for me, so that is nice to have something to look forward too.
Anyway, gotta go as DH is calling me for dinner.
oxo
I expect I'll feel that way too once it happens for me *sigh* I know I'm not the only one going through these feelings, I suppose I just feel lonely a lot of the time and forget it...
) anyway she suggested that i go to her also. I'm actually thinking that i might go, maybe she can help me? 
Sorry just need to vent!
OMG!!! Out of sheer frustration this arvo, after not having AF for 7 weeks I POAS for the 10th time, I fully expected a BFN BUT I have a faint BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG 
I went to the drs today to have them look at my ankle and they wanted to send me for an xray but i got home and called the xray place and cancelled it, it just didn't feel right to have one. Maybe this is why! I will test again in a couple of days, I'm praying that it's right and that beautiful line gets stronger.
OMG!!! 
[COLOR="red"]WOOHOO!![/COLOR] Congratulations!! That really was a sneaky BFP. So so so pleased for you. 
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