Bec- Vent all you like hun. We are listening and understand. Hope you ahve a better day tomorrow. I am so sorry today is so hard. I an thinking of you. It is really difficult being pulled from their happiness and your own sadness. That speaks to me atm. I have fertile people and babies around me too! Big hugs hun and hope you find answers at the natropath. I find natural help a real benefit as far as regulating life. xoxo