Ok time for a real post- I said I would stay away, but I love you ladies too much!

Chez- that is terrible about the IVF conference. Maybe try and think that your doc will come back much better and you will succeed right away!

Gigi1- So sad about your friend. It just breaks my heart to hear of someone suffering another loss on top of what they have already had. Plus it scares me. A LOT! I am really hoping for you this TWW- it is time! (at least in my opinion)

ChrisW and Tenibear- I think we all see things that remind us of our dear lost ones. I still seek them out. I don't think it is bad, and although it is really hard, I always try to remember that I am upset because of the love I have in my heart for my child and how much I miss them. Sending you a hug to be with you during those hard days.

SusieQ- how is the CP going dear? When we were trying this last time- we missed our 'perfect' day to do the BD. I was SO mad. Dh wasn't feeling well- and I was mad at him.....(not so good huh?). But things turned out ok. Hooray for BD July--sounds like it should be much more fun than June... Wishing you good luck and no scars!

Hi to everyone I missed...

AFM- things are going well- nothing scary to report and I am too scared to be excited by anything. Holding my breath and going day by day.