It seems as though my journey is taking a different path than the one I expected. Last Thurs I got my diagnosis of Asherman's. Even though I suspected it, actually having it confirmed made me feel physically ill. The specialist couldn't tell me how bad it was until I have a hysterscopy done which is planned for the beginning of Sept. So the wait is killing me.

My problem is that my mind races three steps ahead and I am already imagining being infertile and my DS being an only child. I think this has been made worse by the consultant mentioning IVF Surrogacy. I think he was just trying to lay out the options but of course this is all I can think about.

There are many positive outcomes to Asherman's though so I can only hope I am one of them.

So the plan is surgery and then a month or more of estrogen therapy to rebuild my lining (if possible, it was measly 4mm at cd12) and potentially more follow up surgery (2 or 3 surgeries in all is what he mentioned).

So my lovely ladies, this will be my last post in the TTC thread. Good luck to you all on your TTC journey's, I really do hope that you all find the happy ending you are searching for.

Thank you all too, for your kind words and for the support that you have provided me in an incredibly dark time of my life.

Babydust to you all.