Tenibear- I just know you will word it beautifully. You have done such wonderful things for Ianto and this will be equally fitting. It sounds like a lovely idea and I am in awe of your strength to do what is right for you and your DH. I hope your dream is a premonition hun, i really do.

Cmegles- Enjoy your drink hun but i hope you will have a different result in a few days. Is it too early to test for you or do you tend to show up early? I hear you re crying in the shower. My husband seem to be the only person that will see me cry these days. Sometimes not even he will be here though is he is at work. I feel like life sometimes moves on too quickly for me. Everyone forgets...you know what i mean. Anyway, thanks for hearing me and sending me such caring words. I can't thank you enough.

AFM- 3 weeks to go until DD's 1 year anniversary of the day she was born. I have to get an announcement ready for the SANDS mag, we have to decide what we want to do, what cake i will make and what else we can do. A tattoo will happen but not until the budget can pay for it which might be a couple of years. We might get a sketch done of her though, for the wall. Black and White i think. I want something of hers in every room of the house.
Oh today, i really miss her.
Love to all xoxo