Well I think this month is a no goer for me I had some spotting this morning and even thought AF isn't due until Friday, I think it will be a for me. I went to the gym as soon as I saw the spotting to relax and get it all out. I know I will be sore tomorrow but I love pumping my music and running until I just can't do it any more. Working up a sweat does wonders for my stress levels, even if everything jiggles (lol). Anyway, I expect tomorrow morning that she will arrive full on. I feel dissapointed but at the same time I am just glad that my first full cycle since losing Harrison was 27/28 days so hopefully my body is back to normal.
On a good note, we just found out that we have been shortlisted for the house we want in Canberra. We have owned our last two houses (or should I say the bank owns them) and before that we only even rented with Army houses so this rental thing is new to me. I really hope we get it, apparently there were heaps of applications because the vacancy rate in Canberra is 1%. About time something went our way. I also just wanted to share something my girlfriend said last night. She is very spiritual, not religious for any conventional religion but I was talking to her about all the uncanny things that happened around Harrisons birth. Like when we were driving to the Crematorium to collect his ashes and a truck pulled up beside us called "Harry's last ride" and the fact that he was born 7 years to the day that DH and I had our first date. She explained that many spritual people believe that you begin and complete a life cycle every 7 years and that Harrisons birth wasn't only the end of that cycle but the begining of the next. I don't know why but that just made sense to me. Perhaps that is why I am not devastated about AF, because I am only at the begining of this life cycle.
Mel: I have decided that my AF treat will be some really nice chocolates. I am thinking Lindt or Club Dark which is my fav. I have been trying to be so good but what the heck, a bit of chocolate therapy is in order I think. Clare I don't even thing WW points go as high as I need (lol) I hope that your work Party tonight is ok. If you want to be bar-humbug go for it, but if you have a drink and enjoy yourself, don't feel guilty, you deserve to have a bit fun.
Clare: here here to the end of BD. I am sure my DH could pinpoint the moment I am ovulating by my urge to get jiggy with it. I think for those few days he thinks, who is this (lol) Anyway, after my AF is confirmed he can look forward to one more month at least
Flowerchild: watch out DH, one night of BD left so I have everything crossed that you get a Christmas
Anyway, I have to help DH move a heap of dirt, we have one garden bed left to do. One of those things we have been putting off but know that we will be renting our house we figured it really couldn't wait. Well Mel, I think I have out babbled you so I'd better go.
Mwah to everyone and I'll pop in later once the blisters have taken over.
Hope you are all just busy and that all is well. I am in a bit of a state at the moment because despite spotting on Wednesday, no AF as yet and a BFN this morning so go figure. She is due tomorrow but perhaps my cycle is a little our of whack. I am holding onto a tiny shread of hope though because I didn't get a BFP with the twins until I was 5 weeks. Not getting too excited though because the more excited I get, the higher there is to fall.
I have spent the afternoon walking the streets (LOL) Nothing suspicious, just found a dog and wanted to do my good deed for the day and find her owners. I managed to find them so that is a relief.
I had some spotting this morning and even thought AF isn't due until Friday, I think it will be a
for me. I went to the gym as soon as I saw the spotting to relax and get it all out. I know I will be sore tomorrow but I love pumping my music and running until I just can't do it any more. Working up a sweat does wonders for my stress levels, even if everything jiggles (lol). Anyway, I expect tomorrow morning that she will arrive full on. I feel dissapointed but at the same time I am just glad that my first full cycle since losing Harrison was 27/28 days so hopefully my body is back to normal.
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