Spring,
It was sooo nice to hear from you again. I am so very sorry that things have been so tough. It sounds like it's been so very very hard. I am sending you lots of love and a big ... I am glad that nobody was hurt in the dingle and bless your darling husband for his honest show of emotions - what a gorgeous man. I so very well understand the need for your xray and to check it all out. I am glad all was well. You know as we all do that we are not to blame for our babies growing their wings. Believe this my friend and know that Harrison is smiling on you everyday...
Christmas is a bloody awful time for emotions. One of my close g/fs is a psychiatrist and she always says that boxing day is the worst. It brings up memories of the past and dreams lost. However, let's try and focus on being with all of those people here on this earth that love us and support us. Remember the wonderful things and try to hold on to the Faith that blessings will come our way again... Spring I am really thinking of you...

Sarah (AngelJemma)- Gosh that's a hard one being in Guinea and your specialist in SA. It sounds like you have a plan and have it all sorted. Sounds like you will be cooking up a storm!

Clare: Good to hear from you again my love! I understand :hugs: about your baby growing up and not having Max anymore. It's so tough... It sounds like you may have made the Fairy Castle from the WW that I made for my Lucy last month for her 4th birthday. They love it don't they and it's worth all of the effort to see those little faces alight! It must be nice having your mum around. Could the nausea be something more Clare???

Mel: :hugs: I am sure your Mum will understand. I wish I could take away the hurt from everyone in here. It's just such a bloody awful path to tread sometimes. I found it a really empowering thing to change obs. I hope you find that too. I interviewed them and made my decision based on criteria I had set (I know I know I sound painful!). I hope you find someone who you feel comfortable with and that respects and honours your wishes.
Well I am outta here for tonight. I am a bit weary and I have taken a bit of a liking to "Men in Trees" so I am off to watch that.
Nighty night