Hey Spring - you poor thing

You have no idea how much I for a for you!!!!! I understand why you are freaking out but try to not worry too much. Easier said than done I know, but everything looks to be a good sign so now it is just a waiting game. I agree that it is best to wait a couple of days but who are we kidding - there is no way I would be able to so if it is gonna save you from going insane do it, but just keep remembering that you got a late positive with Harrison so you may get a late one this time too.

The main thing I want to say though is you in no way "failed" Harrison and his sibling. You know I understand the need to blame yourself, but you did everything right throughout your whole pregnancy. Also, the drs have told you there is no reason for this to happen again. We both know how each other feels about that, but all the same don't torment yourself by thinking you will fail your next bub - you are and always will be a good mum.

Look after yourself and dig in to the chocolate, apparently it has been scientifically proven to release happy stimulants in your brain... oh well I heard something similar once and it sounds like a good enough excuse so I'm sticking to it!

Love Mel