Hi Girls,

Mel - Glad to hear you had such a great day, you seemed to have done pretty well in the prezzie department huh!

Dream - I don't blame you for being down about DS going back to school. I don't know how I'll go when I have to send my little bloke to school. I've still got 2 years til he goes but I am already dreading it. Well hopefully you're feeling better now that it's almost the weekend. Have fun with the bd'ing this week and here's to your relaxed uterus

Spring - Woo hoo on the m/s. I used to get the same thing, I'd get sick before I could even get out of bed and get anything to eat. I started keeping those pre-mixed milo drinks next to the bed snd just gulp those down before I even sat up. It helped abit. I hope your hubby gets to come back for the weekend. It must be so hard to have him away during this time. It must also be so hard for him too.

Wow, I've had a big week. The lady from Sids and Kids called me on tuesday for that support group. It was OK, she just asked me about all the details of what happened etc. I didn't feel as comfortable talking about it to her as I do with you guys. I don't know, it just seems so weird to really vocalize it all and not just type it. Yesterday we had our appointment with the Geneticist to give us an idea about the chances of this happening again. Although they know what caused Asha to pass away, they don't really know why she had it. So they pretty much said it's highly unlikely that this is a genetic thing so the chances are small. So I guess this is good news. Aarghh! Work today. It was not as bad as I thought it would be. I guess what was good is that the office I work in actually closed while I was on leave so I went to another office within the same company, but it was a totally new environment with people I didn't know. I am positive they all know what happened cos no one asked why I had time off, so I guess everyone is avoiding it. I am actually glad though, because it was a little break from thinking about it constantly, and I too drained after the hospital stuff yesterday to go into it all.
Just something the Sydney girls might be interested in that I heard today. My friend's aunt is a midwife and she said that the RHW at Randwick has almost finished a new part of their ante-natal department that is specifically set up for women that have had pregnancy losses or are at high risk where they can go to have extra monitoring and as far as she knew extra support. I don't know anymore about it than that and that it will be ready in about 6 weeks, but I will find out about it and let you all know the details as I get them. it will be interesting.

Wow, I think that I have babbled enough for now. I hope you are all well.