Hi Everyone
Been a while since I have posted.. I will do some persies but if I miss you please don't hold it against me

Aries - So sorry for the loss of your friend.. How awful. Hope you are looking after yourself

Dory - Again a big congratulations!!! Look after yourself and enjoy.. I always have raised bilirubin.. And when I drink my eyes do go a bit jaundiced.. Doesn't affect my life at all though..

Gigi1- I admire your strength with the baby shower thing.. I am too bitter and twisted to be able to be able to handle that.. I still nearly cry when I walk past the baby section at Target!! And with the 'What not to name your baby' conversation Yuk.. What an awful convo to have to hear!! I understand that they think you're fine.. I do that too then end up hearing conversations about such and such that neglects her kids or uses abortion for contraception.. Makes me so angry..

cmeglles - Good luck with TTC.. a 25% chance is better than no chance at all.. Try and have fun doing it.. I have been

Chez67 - Sorry about BFN but as you say until AF arrives there is still hope..

I know I have missed someone, if I have forgive me ..

AFM well.. I have a teeny tiny bit of hope (Be prepared for TMI..) As I said in my last post I had started bleeding again.. It was only for 4 days and VERY light.. Since then I have had quite thick CM with a tinge of brown.. I had this when I was pregnant with the twins (but didn't yet know).. The only reason I am not letting myself get too excited is because the timing seems all wrong.. I am just glad to not have a 'period' like bleed and being able to DTD without worrying bout the mess (sorry TMI ) We have been making the most of it although I am the same as many of you and don't tell him anything about where I am in my cycle.. I think if I said 'Quick I might be ovulating" he might feel a bit pressured.. Although after we DTD yesterday I refused to get up straight away (it was a spontaneous day one ) in case the swimmers 'fell out' PMSL.. Keep fingers crossed for me that even if I am not UTD this may be the beginning of my cycle sorting itself out!! Also I have been having mood swings worse than usual... Hmmm...... Am trying to find the happy medium between staying positive and not getting too excited!!

Teagz - Are you still around??