Aries- how are you doing hun? Hope you are feeling ok.

Blessedatlast- I know, i get quite mad that i feel i need to be nice all the time. I want to just bite somedays. It is not easy hun. I have decided to tell my SIL that i will stay as long as i can. I will do what i can to arrange organise, cook etc and i won't stick around for the whole thing. I hope that is met with understanding. Fingers crossed. My fingers are crossed for you too hun. I hope your teeny tiny glimmer of hope is everything you dream. i hope you are pregnant and at the very least...getting on track with the cycle. Enjoy your spontaneity.

I wrote on the bottom of the rough email to collect addresses that if anyone was breast feeding, they were welcome to bring their baby a long. I just didn't think and my SIl pointed out that saying that would offend some people. Of course it would...i felt dreadful. I didn't send it luckily. But for some reason that mistake really hit me, took the wind out of me that i wasn;t considering everyone. I just didn't think it through and made a mistake. I know it sounds silly, but every now and then something just happens and it knocks me for six for no big reason. Never mind.

Love to all
We have ov coming up i the next few days and we are also heading to the coast for a couple of days. I have no desire to dtd at mum and dads so we might just drive back for a night. LOL. I know, it is just a mood killer in your parents house. I just can't do it. I tell hubby, otherwise we just might miss it each month. I hear what you mean though. It does increase pressure. I still have the romantic idea that we are consciously creating life together...bit of a hippy. xx We have tried to not talk about it and then i feel too pressured...can't win hey!

Love to all xx